Tale Weaver’s Prompt #24 – Parabole – Kenny

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I was an indulged child. Spoilt rotten you might say.

When I was four my parents won the lottery. From then on we had everything that opened and shut and more.

As the only child in my family I never wanted for anything. Clothes, toys whatever I asked for I got. Life for me came upon a lace-covered plate.

My best friend, Kenny, lived two doors down from me and was the second of four kids. His family struggled but were always a happy mob. He and I played together, me always the one with the newest toy, all his were hand me downs, rusty and dusty toys that had seen the hands of many kids over the years.

I had a pedal driven car given to me on my seventh birthday and it was the coolest green in colour. I drove it up and down my street, rejoicing in the covetous looks of all the neighbours.

Kenny had never seen a brand new toy like mine and stood there his eyes popping out in admiration at this new toy. When he had a go he was hesitant, said he was afraid he might not be able to make it go, that he might scratch it. I laughed at his efforts and after a while drove off leaving him behind.

When school finished and I was to choose a career path my parents pushed me into business. They said that was the way of the future. Big money could be made in business, the right people could become your friends, socially you’d be someone.

So went to Business College, bought expensive suits, I had a car by then, a blue Fiat that was small and sporty and I knew I looked someone in it.

Kenny and I had finished school together and had often talked about our futures. I had made my future path clear to him but he was not that way inclined.

Kenny went to teachers college. In my family it was a joke that teachers were people who had tried other occupations and teaching was all that was left. I tried to convince him teaching was a dead end job teaching meaningless content to disinterested children but Kenny was determined to go down that path and he did.

Over the years we grew apart. We still saw each other in the street, him walking home from the train, me pulling up in my driveway. Over the years our greetings went from a cheery hello to a polite nod from me as I advanced up the corporate scale.

My parents had died after a few years in a nursing home and left me the house. I had secured a job in a vibrant company with a million dollar annual turnover. My future looked bright, there was a lot of money to be made, the climb up the corporate ladder looked easy and just a matter of time.

In the meantime Kenny had finished Teacher training and was sent to Dungara, a small country town in the middle of somewhere and miles from anywhere. He came home most weekends to look in on his parents who were aging.

One day I found him home when I thought he should have been at school. He had taken leave to care for his dad, as his mum had died the summer before. I suggested a nursing home as that had solved my aging parental problem. He said he wanted to care for his dad and would do so.

Kenny was always interested in things I did. He had this childlike fascination in my success. He always wished me well. I used to laugh with my friends about this neighbour I had with little to no ambition who now cared for his dad and lived off a small carers pension.

I saw little of him, deliberately I must say, as I pursued my career. By thirty I was a State Manager, had friends in high places, I was influential and sought after for advice. I was top of my game.

When the financial crash came I didn’t see it coming. In reality I ignored the warnings I was given, believing it would not happen and if it did I would be ok. Overnight I went from riches to rags. The crash took everything from me.

I remember waking one night thinking I may lose the house, my friends had gone the same way or had seen me as the cause of the crash. For the first time in my life I was alone, a no body.

I was afraid. There was nowhere to turn. I had received emails from those above me telling me of the crisis and that I was no longer employed by them and that my reckless financial behaviour had led to the loss of millions by our clients.

I withdrew and became a recluse, I was fearful for my safety; anyone in the street could attack me if they knew it was me who has caused their loss of income and savings.

One night a knock on my door awoke me from my constant misery. Kenny was there, cheerful as ever, wanting to know if I was all right.

Kenny was the first person to ever ask after me. He sat with me that night and listened as I blurted out my tale of woe. He passed me a tissue as I cried. He comforted me as none had done before.

He told me he had invested his superannuation in my company, his life savings were gone along with everyone else’s. This news shocked me even more and I suddenly felt very vulnerable in his presence.

‘Shit happens.’ He said. ‘It was always a risk, but I thought a safe one. But you know money is made round to go round.’

Kenny had always had a quaint way of explaining things. He explained to me that money had never really interested him in the way it did me. He had marvelled at all my toys and stuff from when we were kids but he never felt jealous or anything because he knew his parents were never going to have the money mine did. He said what they gave him was as precious as any new shiny toy I had received.

That night I saw a side of Kenny I’d not noticed before because I was so wrapped up in my own life and ambitions.

Kenny was actually a friend. Pure and simple. That’s all he wanted. It didn’t matter how rich or poor I was, our friendship matter above all that.

Reaching down beside him he pulled a bottle out of a bag he had brought with him.

‘Got an opener?’

 

Written for: http://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2014/09/04/tale-weavers-prompt-24-parabole/

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Poetics – Sketch it Out – Tower of Mediocrity.

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Art work by: Claudia Schoenfeld

 

Slam, bang, crash

The sound resonated through me

I stepped from my past

Away from the tower of mediocrity

Into a future

I knew you were sceptical of.

You gathered like grinning hyenas

Watching, waiting, wondering

When your chance to strike

Might come

To prove my folly,

The one you collectively

Consistently carved into my soul.

‘How will you cope?’

‘You aren’t good enough.’

‘They’ll eat you up.’

Spit out your bones.’

You mocked these words at me

As I broke the mould of complacency

The barrier between

Acceptance

And

Question.

 

Years later I look back

I remember that attic room

The confines of a culture

Happy to see the same four walls

The same view twenty-four seven.

I have seen the world

Proved you wrong,

I made it

Content.

Your snideness echoes still

As you wallow in the mire

Of a world you find desirable.

 

Written for: http://dversepoets.com/2014/09/02/poetics-sketch-it-out/

Thank you Claudia for allowing us to use your sketches as inspiration for today’s dverse.

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Photo Challenge #24 “Sleeping with Skulls”

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Image: Lauren Treece

You lived for the past

Remember when you used to say

We became the family who recalls.

Your skulls you gathered around you

Clung like a limpet to each of them.

You imagined past glories

Espoused feats of bravery and skill

All living happily in your head.

Reality is easy to deny

When laced with pain

The thought of not being whom you believed.

But you braved it daily

Spun one more tale

Deceit upon deceit

Until no one was sure what was up

And what was down.

You impressed all you set out to.

They in turn sung your praises

Feasted on skeleton words

The flashing hollow smile.

Saw no reason to look past your charade.

And all the while you

Bathed in adulation

No one saw you

Add skull upon skull

Never suspecting

They were your own kind.

 

Written for: http://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2014/09/02/photo-challenge-24-sleeping-with-skulls/

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Week #24 – Poltergeist

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Fifth, Alarm, Hang, Mephitic (foul, offensive), Ivory, Poltergeist, Static, Inimical (antagonistic), Threshold, Fracture, Senescent (growing old), Vapor

It was during my teenage years that the alarms started to ring for me. I thought I was just as everybody else. Happy home life, stable parents, comfortable in every way. That my parents were night workers never bothered me as they had always done so.

Then on my fifteenth birthday the big announcement that has changed my life.

I am a poltergeist. Yes that’s right, my parents are too, hence the night work.

To say I was surprised is to put it mildly. I was inimical towards my parents. How dare they spring this on me at such a delicate stage of my development.

How was I to step up in my relationship with Janice Crook, the prettiest girl in school?

I could imagine her parents asking me the question: So what do our parents do at night?

They’re poltergeists.

I could see that going so well and my relationship with the lovely Janice going down the gurgler well and truly.

To add insult to injury they informed me that as of the following Saturday I would be attending Poltergeist classes conducted by my Uncle Herman a man whom I already knew was in possession of the most mephitic of foul vapours.

Apart from the smell of the man I also knew him, as did every other family member, as a filthy old man who in his senescent days seemed to be getting smellier and filthier.

So it was that my proud parents, they did have an odd sense of achievement in what they did, God knows why, took to Uncle Herman’s to begin my poltergeistic career.

I stood on the threshold of his house, a normal looking house in a normal street in suburbia. Inside was the most magnificent irony staircase stretching up into the palatial rooms in which he always seemed to have visitors.

In the foyer of the house hung a portrait of Uncle Herman looking extremely benevolent which must have been a difficult pose for a man who was everything but benevolent. But it did lull you into a false sense of security about a man whose record amongst fellow poltergeists was second to none. He certainly had a reputation one I had been told about in glowing terms in the past few days. He was the best, and I was sure to be his best student if I worked hard at my craft.

Scaring people I thought how hard can it be?

Most people I knew feared what they couldn’t see. Project an object across the room and you were on a winner if you accompanied it with a scream of two.

Wrong I was told. It too skill and planning to frighten the life out of a person. It turned out that throwing and noises were only a fraction of the skill I had to conquer in order to become a top rate poltergeist.

It was all about static and vapours he said. Zap em, stink em, let them be unsure of what to do next, be it step or touch or taste or smell and you had them. You could paralyse a man in that way, leave him rooted to the spot and you could enjoy his squirming as his terror levels rose.

I have to admit I did pay attention. I did graduate, I did take up residence in a number of houses, I did cause the occupants to quake in fear, shiver in anticipation of some household object sailing through the air often at one of their heads.

I was so good I often had time to myself. Which meant of course time to spend with Janice Crook, who if she could only have seen me would have thought I was a bit of alright I am sure.

That’s the issue with becoming a poltergeist; once you commit and despite how inimical you feel about the whole idea, you do become invisible. Which is not such a bad idea when you realise that you quickly develop your own mephitic vapours, which sadly do hang around you like the proverbial bad smell.

 

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Prompt #70 “Speed Challenge” – Poems in 20 Minutes

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Image: Jeeyoung Lee

Today’s challenge is to write as many poems as you can in twenty minutes.

We are also asked to submit everything we wrote. Well you asked for it. Here’s what I did in twenty minutes.

1

Twenty minutes isn’t long

Maybe I should sing a song?

Then perhaps she’d stop and listen

See in me such amazing stuff.

 

2

My bathroom is in tatters

We have gutted it last week

Built in the 1940’s

Asbestos and all sorts of nasties

Have given us some food for thought.

Over time no wall is straight

Working hard to get it all plum.

In time I shall have a new space

In which to bathe and shower my golden body.

But until then it’s down the back

In a makeshift shower

In what was once a storage cupboard.

 

3

I get lost some days

Not sure where anything is

Is up still up

Is down still down

Yes I discover

Finding myself on the floor

I straighten up

Look around

Oh yes it is breakfast time.

 

4

Words flow out when I want them too

Like a vacuum they are sucked away

They take a shape in front of me then

I go back and reshape

Refine

Edit

Never happy

Its what I do

When words do come flowing out.

 

5

If I lost you what would I do?

Always I’d ask why?

Where do you go?

Where do I?

But there is always a reason

Fate you say has a say

Determines what should happen

When we’ve no idea.

 

6

When I was a boy

I had a toy

A small conglomeration of wheels

It squeaked and groaned

It intrigued me each day

Some wheels went round

Some did not

Some it seemed did and did not

At night I heard it grind to a halt

It sat on the floor

Beneath my bed

I looked at it and it looked at me

It stayed that way

All through the night.

 

7

Have you much time I asked?

No you’ve used nine minutes already

Bugger I said

I wanted to write an ode

A ballad even

A piece of rhyme

So now I look at this mindless drivel

What literary merit does it conjure up?

Maybe the meanderings of a tired old man

Or the youthful wishes of an even tireder old man.

 

8

Place it there

Just near my heart

Hold it close

I want to feel its beating

I love to know its you

Who once held it to your lips

Now against my heart I feel

You so close

So close to me.

 

9

Time is running out you say

Finite it is

Limited today

No chance to reflect

Get down a thought

Its only two minutes and your time is up.

No wait

It’s actually seven

That ode might happen

You never know.

 

10

I looked down my yard today

Sun was blazing

The first warm day

As spring approaches

The weeds do grow

My garden hungers for new growth

There are new tomato plants to go in

The fruit will be used

Children will ask

For their fair share

I’ll make some relish

A chutney or two

But always knowing it’s from my garden

This bounty has grown.

 

11

The cows outside my fence graze

They reproduce

They graze some more.

Soon the vealers will be in the shops

The mothers will low and lament their lose

Then the bull will

Reintroduce himself

The cycle will begin again.

 

12

I discovered the back of my old house

It’s a yellow/orange colour

I knew it was there but never saw it before

I reflected on the days

When so long ago

My great grandparents

Had it painted

Believing it smartened it up

Never thinking it would one day

Disappear behind progress.

 

13

And now my time is all but up

I’ve managed a twenty-minute piece

She should be happy I could think this long

So who knows if I will or not

Ever make it as a poet

You just never know it.

 

Written for: http://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2014/08/31/prompt-70-speed-challenge/

 

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Harvest – Open Link Night – Literary Harvest

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D’verse poets are beautiful people

Supportive and encouraging,

I could litanise but

I’d be bound to leave one out.

They eat and drink copiously

Rejoice in each other’s work

For they love to commune.

They sway in poetic rhythms

Glory in challenging our thinking.

They enjoy taking on an argument

Expanding an idea

Discussing points of view.

 

Their keyboard is both

Best friend and enemy

A love/hate relationship

Playing with words

Seeking versions of perfection

They craft, refine, edit,

Construct conceits

Shape meaning

Entice debate

Savour an argument

Pique your interest

Throw in metaphors

Assorted literary devices

In a devilish number

Of stanza and verse.

 

You have to love a person

Capable of that.

 

Today I wrap myself

In the harvest of words

I find in the d’verse pub.

Written for: http://dversepoets.com/2014/08/30/harvest-open-link-night/

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Fairytale #23 – Inner Conflict – Myte Garden

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Image: Prince K

 

It was through the flowers that I came to better understand my twin brother John. From the day he died I could see a change in the house.

As a twin you are supposed to have an affinity. I didn’t at least not from my side. John on the other hand was everything I wasn’t. He was happy, enthusiastic, keen, active and always so positive about every damn thing.

We lived in a large house, Dourfield, it was called and reflected my family. We were all dour people. Both my parents and I were dour people. My father was an accountant and said accountancy bred dour people.

My parents considered John a quaint and eccentric child as he played in the garden. He loved playing in the garden. He had friends there he said, the Mytes. He said they lived in the garden and would come and play with him whenever he went out there.

As children our garden was nothing to boast about. My father had planted an avenue of crab apple. Their fruit bitter and unpleasant, more useful for throwing than for eating we thought.

When we were fifteen our parents died. My father after a long illness and my mother soon after. I think for her it was a broken heart for despite the pessimistic view they both had on the world they loved each other very much.

My mother’s sister Aunt Iris came to stay with us and her arrival triggered a change in Dourfield. She was much more like John and together they planned to restore the garden to the grandeur of my grandmother who from the few photographs that survived had a rich and vibrant garden.

Out came the crab apple and in went a variety of roses, gardenias and assorted colour plants. Over the year of this project the garden was transformed into a riot of colour.

All the while John insisted the Mytes were helping and encouraging him to go further and further. I resented this change in my environment.

As a man of almost twenty now I chided him his belief in the Mytes. Often I would urge him to grow up and get a life.

John always smiled at me, said: ‘One day you’ll understand.’ and went off somewhere his trusty garden rake in his hand.

Our Aunt left us when we were twenty-five, went to her own garden somewhere in the next world. We were alone from then on at Dourfield. Neither of us attracted a woman, me in particular as I tended to find they ran from me rather than to me. Certainly at work, I too became an accountant, I knew I was referred to as the creep from the deep. So I kept my distance and did my job.

John was so engrossed in his garden he rarely went out anywhere other than to the town nursery.

 

One evening he didn’t come into dinner. I found him lying beside the black roses. The autopsy showed he had a heart attack, a genetic fault apparently, one we never detected.

I felt a pang of regret that my brother was dead. But at the same time a sense of justice as now the house would be mine. I would restore it to the Dourfield of my parents.

John had a habit of decorating the living room with flowers he collected each day. As the roses were in full bloom we had many at that time in the living room. I hated the sight of so much colour in the house and saw now the chance to rid the house of more than my enthusiastic brother. I planned the next morning to start by clearing his memory from within the house. The garden I would get to in my own good time.

 

The next morning to my dismay every flower had wilted. It looked like a natural disaster. I was dismayed as I knew John’s blooms hung around for a week at least and he had only put these ones in the day before he died.

I looked out the window at a scene of similar devastation. Every plant and flower was bent over as if a huge drought had struck over night and sucked all the life from every plant.

I was so moved by what I saw that I ventured out into the garden. In my mind I saw John doing what he loved. He tended every plant, always talking to them, he had done so all his life with his ‘imaginary’ friends. I knew inside this was not right. That this didn’t happen overnight.

Beside the roses where his life ended I saw his garden trowel. He’d had this one since we were kids. I picked it up and from the corner of my eye I thought I saw a plant move. It was silly I thought that such a thing could happen.

I sunk it into the soil. I had never before touched John’s tools nor gone anywhere near his plants preferring to deride his pursuit.

In that one instant I swear I felt hand on my shoulder. Then I had the sensation of someone sitting beside me a gentle hand resting on my knee. Then a small voice in my ear: “Its ok Tommy, me miss him too.”

 

I never knew grief until then. I never knew love until then.

I sat there and cried, cried as never before and all the while I felt their presence around me.

Finally I stopped, wiped my face, dried my eyes, sat and looked for the first time at the legacy my brother had left for me.

Around me every plant was a resplendent as I remembered them.

I felt a small hand slip inside of mine and I knew then what I had to do.

 

Written for: http://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2014/08/29/fairytale-23/

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SoCS August 30/14

This weeks prompt is: young, old, or anything to do with age.

 

It sucks getting old. You want to do what you once could and you still believe you can but your body has other ideas, usually sedentary ones.

Added to that is the issues of your body parts and bits not behaving as they once did either.

They start to break down, need assistance in the form of drugs to maintain their and your function on this earth.

So you become very close friends with your pharmacist as you seem to be so often renewing scripts and asking his advice about a side effect you noticed where you have developed a rash or your favourite food suddenly tastes like the worst slop you’ve ever had to endure.

And enduring is what you have to do. Daily.

Our bodies need and crave exercise. It’s easy to sit about and nurse the soreness that happens from the simplest of tasks.

Recently for no reason that I can understand my right calf muscle has gone into some sort of spasm, a bit like a cramp only not as constricting as a cramp.

It’s a sneaky injury as it lets you think its ok and waits until you think that it is ok before striking you again. Its not as if I run marathons or anything. Walking is my default means to doing anything and getting anywhere and I do that leisurely anyway.

So I live in a world where my leg may or may not decide to act up, but it is constricting to say the least.

Apart from the aches and pains of aging I find it is important to maintain a positive attitude. My day-to-day motto is ‘everyday is a good day’. And it is, it could always be worse, I could be a drooling vegetable in some nursing home, I could be losing my ability to remember and function as I do, I could be dead.

My genetic disease I inherited from my mother keeps me grounded in understanding the importance of living. I have children to see grow as adults and to see, enjoy and share the amazing worlds they are creating and to watch their efforts as parents as they raise their respective little families.

So though I might whinge about aging, about my age, I still have too much to live for to entertain the idea of giving up. For despite my age I can still love and be loved.

So even though I say it sucks getting old, I wouldn’t go back and change anything, much!!!

I am who I am and this is my lot. I know I am lucky compared to some, I have learned to appreciate what I have.

 

Written for: http://lindaghill.wordpress.com/2014/08/29/the-friday-reminder-and-prompt-for-socs-august-3014/

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Tale Weaver’s Prompt #23 “The Underground Railroad”

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It is to be tonight.

They said there was a chance.

For me it is a mystery what this chance is.

I was born into slavery. I knew no different but throughout my short life I had been told stories of a life away from the drudgery of our everyday.

Rape, torture and punishment were not normal they said in a civilised world. I thought it was part of our world and I was lucky to have been taught how to survive. So many I had grown up with had been killed, sold off or simply disappeared. That was common, one day you’d be working beside a person who the next day was not there and no one ever said anything about him or her disappearing.

I am well aware of the punishment for trying to escape. The owners see us as property, theirs, to do with what they please and so many do just that. We’re a disposable commodity.

But Maria who runs the quarters I sleep in has said to be ready. There is a path to follow, a light at the end of the tunnel and she intends to take me with her. ‘This is no life for a young girl,’ she says, ‘you deserve better than this.’

I am shaken awake. A hand over my mouth, Maria is leaning over me urging me to be quiet and to follow her. I do so.

I am terrified. What if we get caught? Where am I going? How will it be different? Will it be worth this unease, this fear?

I remember crawling on my stomach for what seemed an eternity. At times we lay still as patrols wandered by.

Then we reached the river. There was a boat. Maria paddled for ages until she beached the boat on a sandy bank. There was a light. Voices, whispered, hushed tones; I knew there was a clear sense of urgency in the voices I heard.

They bundled us into a wagon, we stayed there a long time. At times the wagon stopped and on one occasion a water bottle was pushed under the cover for us.

It was hot for us hidden there. The air was close, we took the risk of raising the edge of the cover to gasp in some fresh air and feel a little cool.

After an interminable time we stopped and the cover was drawn. I feared what I might see. But there were no whips, no guns, no raised voices in anger.

I found myself in the courtyard of a large house. Maria was talking to a tall white man dressed as no man I had seen before. He was in a uniform I had never seen before. They said this was his home.

Then a small white girl approached me said for me to follow her. She took me into the house and then into a room with a large tub full of water.

For me houses were places where the unspeakable happened. My first thought was I was about to experience a new form of the unspeakable.

From that night on I learnt about kindness. I discovered it happened not just among the slaves I lived with but amongst white people as well. No white person had ever shown me any kindness and it did take me a while to understand that I was safe and not likely to be taken away and punished.

My learning curve was steep but I embraced my new life and learnt so much.

It is twenty years since that night we made our escape. I work in the house of the man who first took me in. His daughter and I are best friends and we have in recent years set up a safe house for other escaped slaves, especially women whom I know come damaged from years of abuse.

 

 

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Poetics: Homophonic Translations

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Eating a candy mint tart

Is simply a feast without compare

A feast to set your heart on fire

Tampering with taste buds is tempting fate.

 

Do you have the stamina?

The skill to discern a fake

For wannabes can be found

In any Florentine bakehouse.

 

Accept no pesky substitutes

Your taste buds demand the genuine

Treat them, as they should.

Your guts will love you always.

 

Trust no tourist guide

No matter the gastronomic songs of praise

For they are on the bakers commission

Of tortes, pizzas and jam sponges.

 

Eating a candy mint tart

Is simply a feast without compare

A feast to set your heart on fire

Tampering with taste buds is tampering with fate.

 

Look see and taste for yourself

The aura of their beauty lingers

Your lips you’ll lick, a lot

So get yourself a half dozen.

 

Written for: http://dversepoets.com/2014/08/26/poetics-homophonic-translations/

I used Marina’s poem as it leapt out at me with the above translation.

 

Ne-om aminti cândva târziu
de-aceasta întâmplare simpla,
de-aceasta banca unde stam
tâmpla fierbinte lânga tâmpla.

De pe stamine de alun,
din plopii albi, se cerne jarul.
Orice-nceput se vrea fecund,
risipei se deda Florarul.

Polenul cade peste noi,
în preajma galbene troiene
alcatuieste-n aur fin.
Pe umeri cade-ne si-n gene.

Ne cade-n gura când vorbim,
si-n ochi, când nu gasim cuvântul.
Si nu stim ce pareri de rau
ne tulbura, piezis, avântul.

Ne-om aminti cândva târziu
de-aceasta întâmplare simpla,
de-aceasta banca unde stam
tâmpla fierbinte lânga tâmpla.

Visând, întrezarim prin doruri –
latente-n pulberi aurii –
paduri ce ar putea sa fie
si niciodatã nu vor fi.

 

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