Haibun Thinking Week 7 – My Cherubs

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I watch you gather round my table. Babies one day and soon children of substance. You breeze in, the door bangs, you each bound in, all smiles as you smell the nights fare. You are the spring of every visit. For you bring light and energy, hope and rejuvenation to this old soul. I long to see you, I know your parents have journeyed to be here, a celebration of our togetherness. I marvel as you instinctively find your way to the biscuit tin, garbled please and thank you, how refreshing to hear one say my name, in his own unique form. The older cousins engrossed in their technological mumbo jumbo ignore your attempts to join in. You climb on their shoulders never fearing the rejection that may well be just around the corner.

I watch each of you, I have known you since you were but specks within your respective mothers wombs, rejoiced at news that all was well, fingers and toes all accounted for, watched as those specks grew as nature intended, each formed in the likeness of mother and father. I am blessed I know to have held each of you, nursed you to sleep, cared for you, picked you up when you fell, dusted you off and watched as you each blossom into the faces of our future.

 

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each a seed to be nurtured

bringing me new life.

 

Written for: http://haibunthinking.wordpress.com/2014/03/04/haibun-thinking-week-7-march-4th-2014/

 

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Poem 104 – The Undemanding Boyfriend

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Friends ask me why? Why no girlfriend?

I see myself the epitome of the undemanding boyfriend

Fetch this, that and whatever else I need, please?

 

My mother called me tolerance

Maybe that’s the problem, do you think?

Would you mind, this shirt, the collar?

 

I ask for very little in the every day

A small kiss in the morning, a coffee, toast,

Get us the paper will ya?

 

These are not demands, requests I say

You can say no and that’s ok

Before you do that do this for me please?

 

Living with me will be endless joy

I give as I receive, I am yours all day.

Make the bed, hospital corners you know.

 

My morning tea I like at ten, lunch at twelve fifteen

My socks and underwear ironed,

I’m not demanding just requesting.

 

Afternoon tea at three and my dinner at six.

In between my love your time is yours

Enjoy and do as you please, pass the salt please.

 

I am the least critical of all men,

You cook and I’ll eat whatever you decide

This could have been done a little more.

 

I see us discussing world matters

Domestic politics and domestic issue equally

Only an idiot would have an opinion like that.

 

My life is for you to share, embrace,

There will never be an unrealistic demand

Fairness is what I am; it’s late but the dusting?

 

I can see women lining up, demanding my attention

What joy it will be, to spread myself out there

Can you, will you, wont you?

 

So are you going to fix that leaking tap or not?

In your own time of course, I can wait,

I’ll sit here and wait, no hurry, no inconvenience.

 

So when you decide to try out this undemanding man

I am sure the demand for me will be high

My No. 555TOLERANCE, twenty-four hours, seven days.

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poem 103 – Bush Walking

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Back packs ready, trekking gear checked

An air of excitement as we set off

The search for the elusive tree of life,

The pool of ultimate immersion.

The journey arduous yet enjoyable

Cannot be rushed, cannot be taken lightly

There is uncertain terrain to be traversed

Unknown and yet anticipated discoveries.

Excitement mounts, our journey deepens

Rich dark jungles, constricting undergrowth

Makes our way difficult at first

But our single-mindedness urges us on.

Our goals are mystical landforms

Not always visible to the naked eye

They must be approached with care

Caution practiced, should they remain hidden.

This is an unpredictable world,

Humid and mysterious

Pleasurable and luxurious

So many contradictions in one landform.

Your plan is to find the tree of life

It lies beyond fine sac boulders

You negotiate and push through thick bush

You gasp as it rises before you.

It stands majestically above you

You embrace it aware of legend

That it will give out what you

Put into its wonder and strength.

A little way off, the discovery of a crevasse,

A chasm, the smooth walls standing guard.

Looking into it you become aware of the heat

You are lured into exploring further.

You enter a world previously not imagined

A tropical land warming you with each step

But you know you are close to your goal

A tiny slit, you peer into a paradise.

You walk around the now bigger opening,

You find yourself strongly drawn

You enter its luxuriant waters

Your whole being comes alive.

After you relax, compare your adventures

Share the experience, the discoveries

Satisfied with the days journey

You make immediate plans to return.

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Prompt 45 Festering Jealousy – the Office

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I never thought I was capable of jealousy. I saw myself as a pretty level headed and aware sort of person. Up until Ross, I’d floated my way through life, not a care, causing no waves of any sort. In fact if you’d not notice me that is how ineffectual I was. The one thing was I was very good at my job and the whole office knew it.

That was until Ross came along. Ross came into our work place as fresh faced and highly qualified young man. The bosses had seen something in him, not sure what for in my mind he was a shallow insipid character who was riding on the coat tails of the boss’ obvious misconception of him.

It was long before Ross or Rossy as the typing pool loved to call him began to make his mark within the company. It was little things at first, the calls he would get from Jaclyn our floor manager and the surreptitious scampering I would observe as he made his way into her office to emerge some time later, a grin on his face that contained far to much information for the young girls who spent their days typing all round him.

It was soon after that that there a noise on the floor as a new and bigger desk arrived for Ross. His initial desk was the same as mine, and it had served me for nearly thirty years without fail. The typing staff flocked around to see this new wondrous item that was surely going to assist Ross in improving his productivity.

Which I might add was on the improve despite some dubious accounting figures but who was I to suspect the young man was doctoring his books. You never heard that from me but I’m only repeating a rumour I heard in the change room last week as two other disgruntled workers of my vintage were discussing the new recruit.

Ross was making waves within the company and by Christmas he was given his own personal secretary a very young and petit young lady called Sharne. Barry who had been at the firm almost as long as me took one look at Sharne and rolled his eyes at me. Later we would meet in the lunch room to continue our character assassination of Ross who by now had elevated himself from the Floor Managers office to his own secretary whom it was obvious to all and sundry was giving him a whole lot more than his morning coffee.

By the time the office Christmas party rolled around the once fresh-faced Ross, had become the seriously driven and apparently gold haired boy of the company. So much so that the next years company prospectus had a photo on the front of the young Ross shaking hands with the CEO of the company in front of a new office which if you looked hard enough you could just make out Ross’ name.

We older employees were furious about this as we had worked there a long time and never once were we invited to adorn the cover of the news year’s prospectus.

By the end of the Christmas break we all returned to find Ross had been moved from the floor where the rest of us laboured away, never complaining just getting on with our respective jobs.

He had been moved into a new position, a Deputy Vice President of Purchasing. His first role in the new job was to address the floor about the new years goals and to urge us to take pride in our work place that the new year promised a whole lot of potential bonuses if we all put out noses to the grindstone as he put it, one for all and all for one.

We thought that last point was a bit rich considering his new position also came with a ten thousand dollar pay rise.

But everyone smiled and wished him well and as we turned our backs and returned to the known drudgery of our everyday you could sense that around the room, the knives were being sharpened. How dare the management elevate this whippersnapper ahead of the seasoned and experienced staff, who had been loyal all these years.

Ross’ rise from the ranks to what we considered an unwarranted position caused a lot of angst among the other workers who took great delight in making sure he received the wrong memos, his coffee seemed to have far too much sugar or none at all and he was always coming out of his shiny new office looking for a pen, as they seemed to vanish with monotonous regularity from his desk.

It was the innocence of the floor that finally did him in. After coming out of his office for the seventh time that day, we kept count; he finally stormed off to the Directors office and never returned.

In the coming weeks Russell was given extra responsibilities but not Ross’s office and the typing girls settled down to their pre Ross dull twitter.

We oldies had order back in the universe.

 

Written for: http://mindlovemisery.wordpress.com/2014/02/23/prompt-45-festering-jealousy/

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Poetics – Invisibility – The Morning Train

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I have travelled this train

Five years, anonymous,

Wondering who you all are.

 

Mr Executive, resplendent in suit

A picture of seriousness, focused,

Never a sideways glance.

 

Miss Career Girl, smart, tailored,

Always a phone to you ear

Engaged in troubled conversation.

 

The Hi-Vis boys, all at one end

Endless chatter, heads together

Frivolous banter, intermittent laughter.

 

Young girl, remember your first day,

Nervous glances, worried frown

But destined to mark your mark.

 

Every day we share this carriage

We nod as non-communicative friends

I miss you if you are not here.

 

I look and wonder who you are,

Do you give a moment’s thought to me?

As friends who will never meet.

 Written for: http://dversepoets.com/2014/03/01/poetics-invisibility/

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Poem 102 – Destiny

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Let us play.

Ride you said?

With me my love with me

Over plains, across the world

No barriers

No obstacles

Our destiny.

 

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MeetingTheBar: Character Matters – The Farmer

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Grizzled, a face etched with creases

So alike this drought ravaged landscape.

He speaks few words

Standing at the gate

His sheep milling around.

He’s a picture of concentration

Particular beasts to select.

He shouts orders

Barker responds, dashers here and there

Nipping, corralling, non-stop,

In response to his orders.

I am mesmerised by this relationship

City boy ignorant of country ways

‘How many sheep have to got?’

‘Have to count em’

‘How?’

‘Count their legs and divide by four.’

Message delivered

I know, shut up and watch.

Barker circles,

He barks, the farmer barks,

Together they win

The sheep for market selected.

The farmer pats Barker

He looks out over his barren farm

Sits beside me, sighs,

‘It’s a hard game.’

Written for: http://dversepoets.com/2014/02/27/meetingthebar-character-matters/

 

 

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Poem 101 – You

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It’s a simple thing

Nothing ostentatious

That sets you apart

You being you.

Could I ask for more?

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OpenLinkNight ~ February 2014 – Loss

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I wake in this pit.

Sheer walls, rock floor

No chance of escape

I await a hand, redemption.

 

Will I wait long?

Barely space to spread out

My limbs contracting

In this confined space.

 

Ironic that you

Are twisting into shapes

Of pleasure and desire

While mine are torment.

 

I have been here before

When inaction, laziness,

Uncaring, wanton abandonment

Prevails ahead of stupidity.

 

I am lost, alone, destitute

I have been selfish,

Taken you for granted

Cast out is my reward.

 

I express regret

Remorse oozes from my pores

I cry out my sorrow

My abyss is deep.

 

It is your call

You are hurt, beyond words

I reach out, your door shuts

Wallowing in my loss.

 

I am wretched.

 

Written for: http://dversepoets.com/2014/02/25/openlinknight-february-2014/

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Haibun Thinking – Literature Week – Arrival

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This week I have selected this prompt for my haibun:

Today you are you!
That is truer than true!
There is no one alive who is you-er than you!

~ Dr Seuss

I know I could not have picked a more special time of year to come to you. As I look past the doors of the terminal I see the morning sun gathering its strength for the day. There are trees thick with foliage and in the air hangs that breath of expectation I have hung onto since leaving my home so far away.

My eyes scan the waiting hordes of welcomers, some with signs, some craning to see the arrival of their loved one and others standing back as if knowing like the seasons their expected will arrive when good and ready.

I cannot see you at first my eyes wander over the heads of those who look past me to others arriving behind me. I am witness to the delighted calls and cheers of families greeting long lost relatives, the gentle greeting of familiar friends, the nervous shaking of hands of newfound friends.

Through this mass of humanity I spy you. Standing towards the back, your eyes have already found me, you are focused on me, awaiting my discovery of you. The you I have come so far to see. I stop. Mesmerised after all this time, this never-ending journey to be standing in the same space as you. Our eyes meet, for a second there is wonder, then my smile betrays me you know it is me. I step forward, your face lights up as radiant as the spring morning behind you. I drop my bags, your arms embrace me.  We are here.

expectations met

a blossom of innocence

present in the now

Written for: http://haibunthinking.wordpress.com/2014/02/25/haibun-thinking-week-6-february-25th-2014/

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