Write, he said, I did
Again and again
Why?
What intrigues me?
How can his words so enamour me?
Weeks have past
My fear escalates
I know I must act
I cannot let this go on.
I reflect on my situation
I am but a fool to think
He would/might/possibly
Love me, like me,
Not when he learns my secret.
No deceit as nothing is promised
Save a few words across a vast distance.
But I cannot lead him to think otherwise
My heart has been awoken,
Why do I crave this man?
Its forbidden love I know
I didn’t ask for this, I didn’t see it coming
But my heart is his, I can feel and know it is.
I must end this for he will be devastated
Should I continue in this farce.
‘My story,’ I said. ‘You must read my story.’
Then decide to…I cannot say leave me
I cannot say end all this…but its reality.
I await his reply, if any that is
His silence may be message enough.
I am rigid, wretched, fearing the worst,
My revelation too much?
I have to accept his response.
I watch my screen, minutes pass
It seems an eternity, my mind races
Doubts, fears, reality, acceptance?
I wish!
I hear a cough from the other room,
My guilt heightens, what am I doing?
My screen blinks, his name pops up
I swallow, draw in breath, hesitate,
Open his reply, my eyes agape
My world changes there and then.
Written for: http://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2014/05/04/prompt-54-a-vastly-important-secret/
Morpethroad 
Oh the suspense is killing me!!! Well done, Michael.
Thank you Oliana, a bit of suspense never hurt anyone….
true.
Oh tender hooks, yes we will all want to know why her eyes were agape. Sounds like love over the line, how exciting and scary all that is. May the journey go well.
Thank you Jenny, happy you were able to read and your comment is appreciated.
all good mate, just now relaxing. :1)
I agree with Oliana the suspense! You really got me in this Michael drew your audience right in perfect emotional portrayal
Thanks Yves I am glad thus piece has worked as it has. Thank for your comment I appreciate you reading as always.
=) My pleasure
Oh crickey what happened?
Ah Justine let your imagination work for you.
Oh a mystery! And you leave us on tenterhooks waiting to see what his response is! Well done Michael!
Thank you Jackie, imagination solves the issue.
Love it ! Great written and I love the last sentence “My world changes there and then.” 😉
Thanks Tina, happy you enjoyed this piece. It’s good when a line resonates with you.
Oh – a forbidden love…
Why?
Inquiring minds wanna’ know. 😉
I did give you a hint RoSy.
You leave me cluthing the clif just hanging there waiting to know.
Ahh Kim it’s a mystery though there is a little hint.