Emptiness

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When they opened him up, they spotted

In his stomach cavity, a vacuum.

He’d told them it was there

But no one believed him.

They knew what had been there

They saw the scar where the cord had been cut,

It retracted upon touch,

The shame still so real.

Around his bed, they gathered to consider the options.

“We could fill it with stuffing,” said one

“Counsel him, he might adopt a replacement,” the hopeful one suggested.

“He’s long in the tooth now,” explained another.

“Does he really want to go down that path again?” asked the wise one.

They pondered the emotional hole

What might be best?

He’d have to face the fact he was past it now

He’d had chances in life and blown them all

There was a limit to the emotion allotted to him.

One then touched his hand, felt it tighten,

He still craved the human touch.

“Best let him heal,” said the headman.

So they left him, knowing he might or might not

Seek love again; find cause to fill the vacuum.

His past record was grim in itself

They didn’t hold much hope.

 

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Sunday Writing Prompt “Unlikely Partnerships”

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 I was nervous about going on the trip as being a lone traveller I was uncertain as to who else might be on tour and whether or not I’d fit in if I was the only single person.

Our tour leader, a pencil faced man, called Barney asked me if I’d mind sharing my seat with the only other single person, an odd-looking woman called Carissa.

She appeared as nervous as I was and sat silently beside me on the first leg of our tour through France.

We did engage in some small talk, but for the most part, she sat, arms folded, looking out the window.

At each stop, we came to she hurried off the bus and disappeared into the ladies amenities. It wasn’t until we were about to leave that she would re-appear and take her seat next to me.

She was a very plain looking woman and very much an introvert as by the end of the day’s journey she made just one statement: She was glad the day was coming to and end and had I been to Lyon before?

I had to say no I had not been to any place the tour was heading to. She nodded and said she was looking forward to Lyon. Why I didn’t find out as the bus stopped at our hotel and we all alighted.

At dinner, she sat with other travellers, and I didn’t see her until the next morning when once again we were travel companions.

By lunchtime, we had reached Lyon, and she asked if I’d like to have lunch with her in a small café she wanted to visit. Up until then, our relationship was small talk and her expectation of being in Lyon.

I followed her down some narrow lane-ways, and when we arrived at an old wooden door in a high stonewall she touched a spot on the door, and it opened.

Behind the door was another village. It at this point she took my hand, and I was taken by how soft and warm it was. She led me along a street busy with shoppers and small cafes inhabited by people engaged in serious conversation. The language I didn’t understand, but that didn’t matter as my entire body was enthralled by the sensation of my hand in hers.

“Look,” she announced as we arrived at another old gate.

I looked and beyond the gate was the bluest ocean I’d ever seen.

“Noyl,” she said, “a magic kingdom and home of my grandfather the Wizard of Noyl.”

Once through this gate, I could feel the magic in the air. Carissa transformed from the dour introverted girl on the bus to a radiant princess.

Still holding my hand, she took me to see the most amazing things, showed me what I thought was impossible and invited me to partake in foods that left every taste bud in my mouth craving for more.

She turned to me and her smile radiated through me. I felt if this was a dream might it not end.

“Come,” she said, “I want to go dancing.”

“I don’t dance so well,” I replied feeling instantly self-conscious.

“Don’t worry, let me lead.”

And at that moment I experienced the most graceful of movements. It was as though her body wrapped itself around me and led me in a dance that was both sensuous and rapturous. I could feel her body against my own, the warmth of her was as if I was part of her and one I wanted never to end.

At one point her lips brushed mine, her hands caressed my head as we swirled and turned in time with the most alluring music I had ever heard.

And then it was over.

Holding my hand, she led me away back to the bus where the last of our touring companions were getting back on.

Settled again in our seat I realised my mind was still in the dance we had just completed.

She moved closer to me and slipped her hand into mine, leaned over and whispered, “The next time I’ll introduce you to my Grandfather. You danced well.”

My heart pounded for the rest of the afternoon as I sat there, my hand entwined in hers, unsure of what to say, but praying this never ended.

 

Written for: https://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2018/03/04/sunday-writing-prompt-unlikely-partnerships/

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Weekend Writing Prompt #44 – Fallen

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“Oh, how the mighty have fallen.”

The words echoed in his mind as he sat on the park bench in a foreign city in an equally foreign city.

More than once he asked himself how it had all gone wrong, and catastrophically wrong at that.

He felt the weight of his decline from the house on the hill with a beautiful wife and three children to a disgraced and penniless man living wherever he could find shelter.

He had a good life, successful and a business that was expanding and if it hadn’t been for the disloyalty of his office assistant, none of this would have occurred.

She claimed he was sexually inappropriate in their workplace, that he had taken working after hours to a new height.

She had revealed his exploitation of his female employees in particular. The after-work drinks that turned into parties then evolved into drunken orgies all with the promise of the women being paid overtime.

He didn’t think he was doing anything wrong. They were his employees, couldn’t he ask them to work back? Didn’t he say he’d reward them for their diligence? After all wasn’t life about learning something new each day, and he believed he had that something the women would treasure and learn from?

But the revelations had a disastrous impact on his life. Confronted by his wife he admitted his infidelity and once everything became public, he moved, ashamed of his presence in front of his children.

His business fell apart, his female employees in particular resigned en masse the male staff soon after. Quickly his business went broke, he had nothing, his wife being a shareholder made sure she and her children were protected.

His public disgrace left him with no option other than to flee. Now in his strange city, he wandered anonymously, sleeping in homeless shelters and at the mercy of the charities that provided soup kitchens where he could eat.

He found it hard to understand and accept that he had done anything wrong. In so many ways his fall from grace was a mystery to him.

 

Written for: https://sammiscribbles.wordpress.com/2018/03/03/weekend-writing-prompt-44-fallen/

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#SoCS March 3/18 – fine

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Fine

Everything was fine as long as the motor kept running.

The running motor made it possible to edge our way forwards despite the huge crowds surrounding us.

It was a fine day, everything was going along fine when we took a wrong turn and ended up in the middle of the gay mardi gras.

Men and women in scanty clothing having a fine old time parading down the street to the cheers of a very enthusiastic crowd.

Despite the protests from around us, all to do with us stealing the limelight from the parade, we had no option as far as we could tell but to move forward following a float decorated with an assortment of male and female genitalia each of which appeared to be waving to the people on the street. We found the images confronting at the time.

As we approached a corner a policeman stood in front of us pointing in a direction he wanted us to go. Being the obedient people we were we turned off the street into a narrow laneway and stopped the car.

The police were not happy, we were not happy and my partner most unhappy when the policeman handed us a fine.

 

Written for: https://lindaghill.com/2018/03/02/the-friday-reminder-and-prompt-for-socs-march-3-18/

 

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Reena’s Exploration Challenge #Week 26 – Looking Inside Oneself.

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Looking inside yourself is fraught with danger. If you are honest you see a whole bunch of stuff you may not be all that keen to acknowledge.

No matter how much you wish for it, the sun does not shine out your bum, and to most people, you are an anonymous face in the crowd.

When I think about it, I have lived a pretty stupid life. Made some shocking life choices always believing I could control what I was getting into and then discovering I had no idea of what I was doing and my partners knew that too.

The result of that was a whole lot of misery and conflict.

It was doubly dumb on my part as I had no idea I was inflicting pain on the people I thought I loved and cared for.

It turned out I was a source of ill-health and massive anxiety, and I was better well away from them and more so they from me.

So my internal gazing has led me to believe I am safest away from people. In that way, my isolation spares them the discomfort of having to deal with me in any way and me them.

The cold hard truth is I don’t connect with people no matter how much I think I do. I think to most people I am a person on the edge of their lives, and in that way, I can easily be forgotten, at best an after thought as evidenced by my colleagues upon my retirement realising I was leaving and as an afterthought organising a lunch on the last day of school. It was lovely to see the people who turned up but disappointing the ones who said they would be there and didn’t front.

I think in recent times losing my dearest friend has impacted on me. I was thinking that when this situation occurs what do you do when you have no one left to tell things to. You know those inane times you think, “Oh I must tell her about that, she’ll want to know about what that child did, said, achieved.”

So when you look inside you see a hollow where there was once life and vitality, and somehow you have to find something to fill that hollow.

I’m aware it takes time, but time is seriously sprinkled with pain and loss. Your own frailty becomes apparent, and you withdraw further into yourself.

So I hope you can understand why looking inside yourself is so often a troubling experience.

 

Written for: https://reinventionsreena.wordpress.com/2018/03/02/reenas-exploration-challenge-week-26/

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Time To Write: Sentence Starter 32 [Creative Writing Prompt]

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“Where were you? I’ve been waiting all day!”

“You aren’t going to believe the day I have had.”

“Go on, thrill me, I’m so pissed off right now. Do you have any idea what’s like to stand here all day waiting?”

“Yes I do, and I’m sorry you have been waiting so long.”

“ Well, this better be good.”

“Well as I set off I realised I hadn’t bought my card to get on the train. So I went back inside, and a tripped on the mat, falling into the hallway table I hit my head as I landed on he tiles. When I woke up, it was after nine, and I knew you’d have been waiting so feeling guilty I decided to call you, but I couldn’t find my phone, and after a search, I found it under the hallway table. But the battery was flat, I’d forgotten to charge it last night. So I set off, a bit wobbly I have to say, to get myself here to you. The train was running late, it was crowded, and when I got to my stop, there were so many people I couldn’t get out before the doors closed and I was taken three stops on before I could get off and start my journey back to here. Then a madman was on the platform as I waited and took me, hostage. It was a scary thing; he had a knife and very bad BO. After the police came and due to some fast-talking on my part I managed to get clear and grabbed the first train that came by. I arrived at the station only to stumble as I did so and fell down on the platform. People walked over me, and I couldn’t move. Help arrived, and they took me to the hospital. All the while I was worried about you. They eventually let me go and here I am. Better late than never I suppose.”

“That’s the lamest story ever. I never want to see you again.”

“But, but, but….”

Written for: https://rachelpoli.com/2018/03/02/time-to-write-sentence-starter-32-creative-writing-prompt/

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Thursday photo prompt – Dark #writephoto

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They welcomed the dark. After a hot summers day sheltering in the depths of the lake among the thick reeds and the slimy bottom the night and its darkness allowed them to slide out of the water and shed their sliminess on the dry shoreline.

It was here they lay for several hours especially on moon lit nights when they absorbed the moonbeams, which gave them a slight glow and fed their voracious appetite for moonlight.

Sunlight scorched their delicate skins so hiding from it during daylight and coating themselves with slime ensured their survival.

Tonight after their moon baths there was the expectation of feeding. They knew that at the moons height the wolves would come to drink along the shoreline.

Working in fours, they would wait for the wolf to sink its muzzle into the water then strike, dragging it quickly into the lake where once drowned they would devour it within seconds.

It worked every time, the feeding over, they waited further for digestion to begin and then slid silently into the water sinking to prepare with full bellies for the next day of resting on the bottom.

It was true they welcomed the dark.

 

Written for: https://scvincent.com/2018/03/01/thursday-photo-prompt-dark-writephoto/

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TELL ME A TALE IN 120 WORDS – Kitchen Fire

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Today’s prompt is:  What is the most insane thing you’ve ever done in a crisis?

We were preparing to cook dinner when small girl reached up to the bench, grabbed a jar of honey and dropped it. Everything stopped as we knew broken glass attracts small feet.

We lifted everything off the floor including the plastic garbage bin onto the stove.

Soon an unpleasant smell alerted us to the bin slowly burning.

There followed an argument as to whose fault it was. It went back and forward as the bin gathered momentum, soon flames were coming from it, but it was ‘far more’ important to establish blame.

Eventually, the ‘raging’ fire was extinguished after blame was placed upon me, even though I hadn’t turned the stove on nor lifted the bin on top of it.

 

Written for: https://rantingalong.wordpress.com/2018/03/01/joelles-tales-first-thursday-of-the-month-tmat120-writing-prompt-for-march-2018/

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March 1: Flash Fiction Challenge – The Ravens

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March 1, 2018, prompt: In 99 words (no more, no less) write a story that includes a raven. It can be in nature or used to describe humanity as a metaphor. Follow the bird. Go where the prompt leads.

The Raven family lived two doors up from me. They were an unhappy lot dealing with not only history but mythology as well. Raven’s were a known symbol of bad luck, foretellers of death and had been written about in Shakespeare’s plays in the most disparaging way.

They once took a holiday to the Tower of London where they attempted to release the captive ravens much to the horror of the guards.

Life was a never-ending series of trials for the Ravens, no one liked to rub shoulders with them and you never stood near them at a funeral.

 

Written for: https://carrotranch.com/2018/03/01/march-1-flash-fiction-challenge/

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Tale Weaver – #161 – 1st March 2018 – The Beauty in Nature

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It was on their morning walk that Miss Marble and her friend and neighbour Mansur Stigglefod saw a sight in the Grimace Street pond that was somewhat alarming. While the pond was a haven for all sorts of wildlife the number of turtles they saw was not what they expected. Crowded onto the fallen log the turtles were bustling for position, some falling into the water, others fighting to maintain their position.

The pond had been one of Miss Marble’s projects, and over the years she had nurtured it to provide a safe place for both the creatures that inhabited it and the people of the neighbour to find a quiet respite from the rigours of life.

Miss Marble had long marvelled at the beauty of nature and had helped to propagate as many different varieties of plant, shrub and tree as was possible around the perimeter of the pond. For Miss Marble it different matter if the varieties were both native and tropical, if she liked the look of them then in they went.

She and Mansur would often sit on the seat beside the pond and chat about one thing and another, all the while watching the goings on in the pond. Mansur loved frogs and would shout out in glee when one surfaced or jumped by as they sat there shaded by a massive weeping willow.

But today there appeared a problem with the turtles. Too many at any one time created a problem, Miss Marble knew a lot about the ecological balance needed in nature and any sort of excess was a reason to be alarmed.

She reached down and picked up one of the more pushy turtles and turning it over examined its underbelly. The two women looked intently at the upturned turtle.

“Pond rash,” stated Miss Marble, “they get this rash on their underbelly, and it makes them all frisky, and so they breed more like rabbits than turtles.”

“You’ve something for that?” asked Mansur.

“Oh yes, there’s always something for most problems,” announced Miss Marble. “I’ll go home and make up some turtle talc, a light dusting and things should go back to normal, and the turtles will be relieved I am sure as mating for them is an exhausting business on any day, the poor things must be worn out, no wonder they are all so agitated.”

So later that day Miss Marble and Mansur Stigglefod returned to the pond and gathering up the turtles they dusted them with turtle talc which Mansur observed had an immediate effect with the turtles looking far happier than they did earlier in the day.

 

Written for: https://mindlovemiserysmenagerie.wordpress.com/2018/03/01/tale-weaver-161-1st-march-2018-the-beauty-in-nature/

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