I couldn’t believe it, but it was true.
The grass was greener on the other side.
I glanced back at where I had come from
The twisted path I had trodden to this point
The precarious and treacherous decisions taken
And here I stood looking at a future
One that was potentially bright, clean,
Pain-free and it was there within arm’s reach.
At this point in my dream, I became aware
It was a dream I was having,
My life awaited me when I woke up
But I wanted to explore a little more
But as is the case the dream had its own censorship
And I found myself awake
Reality flooded over me
As the darkness consumed me
Once again I was left wondering
If my beginning was near.