Gut wrenching I recall
Like my body
Slammed against a wall
Wind knocked from me
I’m helpless
Frozen.
I stare ahead
My attacker is leering
The eyes say it all
I have you
Now suffer.
Nothing makes sense
There’s pain
Fear
I feel myself shaking
Anticipating the worst.
The lonely stares into my face
Not there I think.
I ‘m watching like in a dream
My love is led away
What crime did she commit?
She loved me
Was that wrong?
In front of me a black hole opens
I slip quietly inside.
Morpethroad 
Oh Wowza!
Thank you so much Miss J…..hope you are baking like a crazy woman today?
The coconut pie is finished, as is the non-baked fudge–crazy woman is giddy with JOY! Thanks for remembering my “alternate personality” 🙂
How could I forget…..lol…..I think you should post pics of all your cooking…..show us just what a crazy lady can do…..
Unfortunately, I’m not a photographer…and Mr Perfect-Invisible can’t hold a camera with his ghostly-hands. He just hovers, “supervising” my work!
Oh well I am sure you can wax lyrical about how good they turn out…..
If I don’t elect to go into hibernation 🙂
That cold is it? But you aren’t like a grizzly bear now are you?
It’s not that cold at all–but I might need a long rest-up before doing this dinner all over again for Christmas!!
Well resting up can be done there are few weeks before Christmas yet….
We don’t bake at Christmas as its usually too hot so we have a lot of salads and cold meats
Oh yes, I suppose a cold menu would be more appealing–no “figgy pudding”, I reckon!
That is powerful and intense writing my friend.
Thanks you Jen, some things just come out that way….
It’s sad when love is a crime, and grief and loss of love become the punishment. I’m not sure if this is where you were going with this, Michel, but that was my take-away. Very powerful.
I think it was more the persona feeling hard done by, wanting to vent his anger at being denied what he thought was good and healthy so love’s removal in that case does seem a punishment…..thanks for your comment, valuable as always Mandy….
Yes, well, understandable anger, and I recognized that dark hole.